Stupid, stupid, stupid
Posted @ 5:48 a.m. on 2005-12-23

I did something really stupid last night. The wife was in the bath tub relaxing and I was here, on the computer, doin my thing when I got the wild hair up my butt to google search parts of the female anatomy. I was just fooling around. Didn't mean any harm. All I got was medical information and descriptions. Now, I like female anatomy. I got interested and started reading some stuff when it dawned on me. Wife is not going to like this. So what did I do...I panacked. I went into the history trail and deleted it, panacked again because wife uses the history trail and then started replacing the known web sites she uses. Damn what a stupid thing to do. To top it all off, I receintly got in touch with a female for my high school. On a couple of occaisions I tried to IM her through my space. I have told wife about her, atleast all that I know, and that she is nothing special. She wasn't then, she isn't now. She is just someone that I used to be friends with in high school. I know that things look bad and that I have once again ruined my wife's trust of me. I honestly didn't mean any harm. Wife and I have been having a great holliday and I hope I didn't ruin it. I don't think I could get over that. I'm an ass.......